by Jered Feldman written 11/13/2002
I wish time would slow down, almost to a hault, so I could spend forever days with You. Why does night keep haunting me, forcing me to slumber? Well, I guess I need the rest. But I don't want to sleep or even squint my eyes in fear I'll miss Your captivating face. My darkness glows when I'm lost within Your shadow, my ambiance of love.
You always shine a brighter light on my self made darkened days. You always have. You always will. To close my eyes is what I fear the most; to see a ghost. Oh wait, I guess I'll dream of You. I love to stay up late at night just talking to You. I get that sense that I'm not alone. I know we're distanced, yet so close in harmony. You've rescued me while in dismay.
Just a thought of You can warm me for what You've done and what You do. You are my passion and my desire. Since Your covenant of love secures my daily rest, I'd rather sleep when wide awake. So please hold me for the rest of my life. You're the best time I'll ever have. All that I want, is everything that You provide. Oh my God, don't say "good night".
In my heart is You, and I, too, dwell in You, my love. We're set together for a life time. I want to kiss You every night, for You are the breath of Life: You can occupy. You can re-supply. Sing me a lullaby. Gently wipe my eyes. Unmask my crude disguise. I apologize, For now I realize Your ultimate sacrifice!
You're the best choice for my life! Please don't ever say goodbye, but, if You whisper a "goodnight", I'll receive Your intimate farewell kiss.
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LATRIAJ: LYRICS by jered feldman (s'morez). written 3/21/13. recorded 3/22/12.
just keep my eyes fixed on You.
stay the course hand in hand.
i feel so lost when i let go.
i crawl in fear but You're the Way.
i tread i trudge i try so hard still i trail behind.
i don't want to take my eyes off You.
i revere i rely on Your direction.
i believe in Your tone. You're the Truth.
when i fail, when i fall You carry me.
i know i stumbled my whole life! You still love me.
i love i love i love i love You.
my adoration is You. You're the Life.
stay on the path. stay on the path.
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I wanna see You running to me because You’ve missed me. You’ve set a place at Your table. You’re still smiling! But I am crying.
I wanna hear that Your forgiveness cost me nothing. You’ve paid my way in. Shouts of, “We’ve missed you, it’s been so long”. I’ve missed You All.
I wanna feel I’m no more empty filled with acceptance. Enourmous 4’s to hold on tight. You hold my hands then show me Yours.
I wanna be who You say I am: Fearfully made and Wonderfully too. You are the Potter. I am the clay. A broken vessel.
You take my guilt (I am set free: a new creation). You take my trash, ‘tis no more mine. Am I worthy to be Yours? I am.
I am unrejected! I am unrejected! I am unrejected! I am unrejected!