WINTERZ DESCENT

the day breaks up united families

shattering dreams.  scattering thoughts of shame.

the frost bites.  a bitter taste we leave.

a gasp of air is true despair to spare

distant heights close to lows emptiness always shows ourself

who's missing?  who's alone?  in the dark they hide (so obvious)

the evenings offer a silent escape

while love and hate melt to condescension

i'll reach out my hand and i will catch you when you float

i'll reach out my hand and i will catch you when you freeze

i'll reach out my hand and i will catch you when you fall

i'll reach out my hand and i will catch you when you're free

Tie

Tie Tie

For the pain and for the healing, You are there.
For the gain and for the loss, You are there.

For the Pain and for the healing, You're still here.
For the gain and for the loss, You're still here.

Tie Tie

Sum's of love and sum's of hate, You have known.
Sum's of joy and sum's of anger, You have known.

Sights of Fruit and tastes of wine, You have made.
Sense aware, sense "A" teaching, You are!

Tie Tie hue ... ...

Traits of virtue, trains the mind, t'sall You.
Humming flights, hovering water, t'sall You.

mmmm . . . mmmmm . . . 

Softly singing, soft as a dove, t'sall You.
The trends of Trin are all bestowed, and unowed.

yeaaaahhhhh !! !!  

BEAUTIFUL ELUSIVE

BEAUTIFUL ELUSIVE

Drop D no capo

began 10/15/13 completed 10/19/13

part of book/blog score

When I met, When I met your Creator

I didn't hate her, She didn't hate me

And you, yes you're like and angel

or a devil, my beautiful, “us”

mmmm mmmm mmmm

What you say, what you've said since I met you

I didn't love you. I didn't want to.

But I know, yes I know why you crave me

t's not cause you hate me, but cause you made me, like you

woooo woooooo wooooooooo

Why'd I shout, why'd I holler “GET AWAY FROM ME”!!

But you resemble me, empty assembly.

Where I'd hide (in the light), was where you'd always miss me

and to KISS ME means I might KISS YOU!!

wooooo wooooooo wooooooooo

DON'T FLOAT AWAY!

DON'T FLOAT AWAY!!

DON'T FLOAT AWAY!!!

You, elusive friend, you're an angel

or a devil, my beautiful

ume

You thought me new.
I thought You forgot about us.
You thought me through,
And I thought we were.
You thought me right,
I thought I was wrong,
So wrong,
Too wrong,
for You.

You see me true
But I only see what lies in me.
You see me whole
But I see incomplete emptiness.
You see me clean
But I feel as filthy, filthy ragz.

You pursue me
Even though I'm way out of line.
You pursue what we have always had.
It's never left me.
You pursue me as if I'm valuable.
Am I valuable?  You say I'm valuable!

You trust me
As if I'm strong.
You trust my weaknesses,
I guess cause I trust Your strength.
You trust that everything
Will be o. k.

bday

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Yahweh 9142013

 

Shelly - Jered - Cameron

Smorez

at Yahweh September 14 2013

A Mid September Nights Dream!!

ARMISTICE

ARMISTICE

lyrics and music by Jered Feldman

I don't mean to hurt you, I don't mean to try

I don't even mean to ask, "why"?

I'm searching for answers as if they exist

"How is this my fault", I beg, I insist.

A plug.  A bandage.  Whatever in life can manage

the cuts, the scars, bleeding throughout the bars.

The gashes, the ashes in the win death flows as chaff

And when the howls and screams shout louder I still can't help but laugh.

I don't understand why.  Don't know what makes me tic,

but ticked, I get, when the tic's inflict more treatment undeserved, meaning

You don't deserve blame and neither do I

but when I'm told "This my fault", I crack under pressure.

I didn't mean to hurt you, I didn't think I tried.

Maybe I don't think at all?  For that I 'pologize.

I've searched Truth for healing. I plead for armistice.

Warfare's still 'round me and, no, I didn't start this.

You're not my enemy, I'll stop hearing you as "they".

I will lay my life down, again, 'cuz, it will absolutely hurt no more.

bgan: 9/7/13 bdone: 9/9/13